pEngaLamaN bErsaLin paRt 3

bSamBung LaGik ekk...

4aRi duk hOspiTaL....maCam~maCam bLaku kOt...

haRi ke3...bGn awaL....pRincE_ZA siap~siaPkaN aKu..nk jMpe ARYYAN...nk bF...

aKu bF diE...tp xto laa diE kenYang ke x....

x pE..s long s diE suCk...dPt pRoses suSu kAn...

tHen..aKu tRy pUmp Lg....kua Laa jGk sKet...1oz...tp nUrse cKp..aDe daraH...

maYb nippLe Luka sBb kiTa paKsa kAn....

pAstu...dPt 2 nEws...GOOD & BAD....

GOOD nEws...baBy aKn piNdah to nUrseRy...

BAD nEws...DR tGk kePaLa baby aDe bonjOl sket kt uBun2 diE...cOmpaRe oTher baby...

tp..DR kaTe x sEriOus...jUst nk cHeck jEkk...

sO..DR suGgest wat CT SCAN kt KPJ...Lemah kePaLa LuTut...

Tuhan uJi uMatnYa seKali Lg....dLm aTi...aKu dOa banYak2...

kUatkAn seManGat...x pk bKn2...

sEmentaRa tu...aKu da inForm nUrse nk fuLLy bF baby...

sO..seLang baPe jAm diOrg anTa biLik...

pTg tu...nuRse inForm aDe biLik kOsoNg dkt gn nUrseRy...

aKu pOn dEciDe tuKa biLik...seNang nuRse nk anTa...

maLam tu...DA GURLZ dTg...dPt jMpe ARYYAN...

maLam tu jGk...dpt tDo gn ARYYAN...tp tiMe die iYak...anTa kt nuRse...

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haRi ke4...pg2 da siAp2...DR nk bWk g CT SCAN kt KPJ,Kajang...

pRincE_ZA Laa iKut...aku tGk dr biLik je...nMpak nuRse doKong ARYYAN nEk aMbuLans...aduhh..seBak!menangis sorang2 dlm bilik...

aKu tggu je kt biLik..DR FATIMAH dTg tGk LuKa...

diE kaTe da oK...da boLe discHarge ptg tu...

seMentara tu...pRincE_ZA sMs...ARYYAN ok..normaL...bole discharge jgk...

aLhamduLiLLah...syukur sGtt....

sO..t.aRi tu da siAp2 kEmas bRg nk diScHarge...

lps soLat JUMAAT...dLm kul3...diScHarge Laa kami....

4aRi kt hOspiTaL...raSe mCm Laamee sGtt....

pRincE_ZA Laa bYk bSusah paYah...ke saNa cNi...

kEsian tGk diE peNat...tu Laa penGorbaNan sEorg SUAMI..sEoraNg AYAH...

aLhamduLiLLah..sYukur..suMenYaa seLAmat...

terima kaSih Ya Allah...

14 hari...

Da 14ari aku bpantang...Aryyan pon da 14ari...sepanjang 14ari ni..mase kt hospital..idok lerr bpantang sgt..tnye DR sal pantang..die kate "xde pantang..itu adat..for me..sume healthy food u bole mkn.."..wahh..!! Ptt r lauk hospital..slumber bg aku ayam gn telur bagai..hihi..

Smpai uma..br start bpantang..mcm2 style laa bpantang ni..itu x bole..ini x bole..byk bnde aku x to..so..br nk blaja..xpe laa..bnde baik kita follow..utk jgka masa panjang kan..

Alhamdulillah...i've lost almost 12kg within dis 14days...from 73.5kg..now 61kg..10kg lg mau banteras...chaiyok!!



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pEngaLamaN bErsaLin paRt 2

sAmbuNg ciTer bErsaLin aKu ekk...

maSe aKu dLm OT...

pRincE_ZA tGgu kt Lua...x to Laa caNe keaDaan diE...

yeLaa..sErba serBi 1st tiMe kAn...cuAk aBes Laa....

yg aKu tau baBy kua..nuRse panggiL die suh aZan...

& baby dat tiMe FLAT...pRincE_ZA kaTe maTa baBy tBkak tp x mEnanGis...

ni pRincE_ZA citer....seBak ok...!

tHen baBy kNe maSuk HEAD BOX nk bg bAntuan oKsigEn...

DR saiD...kLo baBy nangis maKnenYer oK Laa...

kLo x..iKhtiar caRa Len...cOz baBy da tmaKan sKEt naJis die...

aLhamduLiLLah..kuaSa Allah...baBy nangis...sYukur sanGatt...

tiMe tu...aKu x to paPe pOn...da maMai2 kt biLik...

faMiLy aKu dTg tuNjuk gAmbar jekk...

pErasAan...?? seBak sGtt...aNak yg dikAnduNg 9bLn..tp x dPt jMpe...

maLam tu baDan aku duk mEnggigiL jeK...

yeLaa...kt OT seJuk giLer..tHen kNe suHu biLik...x sTabiL Laa...

tp mMg menggigiL Laa...aKu suh saPu minYak..da r kaki x Ley geRak...

haLf paRaLiseD...tanGan bCucuk dRip...kt tutt pOn aDe waYar tuk salur keNciNg...

seLang baPe jAm..nuRse dTg..tGk dRip..tGk BP & tEmperaTure aku...

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baNgun eSoknYa...kaKi da Ley geRak skEt...

pRincE_ZA baLik uMa kJap...seTeL aPe yg patOt...

aKu...meRasa Laa dimAndikAn oLeh nuRse aTs katiL...hahaha...paSrah!

kul10 pg..DR dTg cHeck LuKa aku suMe...sHe saiD kul3 pTg da boLe caBut waYar2...

da boLe jMpe baby...aKu tsanGatt x saBa ok...

t.aRi tu mBr~mBr da muLa dTg mLawat....

dLm kul3.30 pTg...br dPt jMpe baby...pRincE_ZA toLak gNe wHeeLcHair...

1st tiMe nAmpak ARYYAN...ya Allah...seBaknYa aTi...

aKu kiSs2 diE...senYap jEkk..baiK...

tHen...aKu bF diE..nuRse aJar...kuaSa Allah...baYi sekeciL tu pNdai hiSap suSu...seBak Lg...

ohh..tiMe tu ARYYAN da bKn dLm HEAD BOX Lg..

tp stiLL unDer SPECIAL ROOM....aDe 2 baBy jekk kt biLik tu...

tHen...MIL aKu smPai gn mAkcik2 aKu...DA GURLZ pOn aDe...

dLm kul6 tu...da kne nek biLik....aDuhh...

x sMpai aTi nk bPisah gn aNak...tp aKu tRy tO be stRong...x mO nanGis2...

kt cTu..nuRse jaGe die...cOmpaRe gn aKu suSah nk geRak...

maLam tu..tinGgal aku gn pRincE_ZA je....aKu aJk tuRun Lg...

jMpe Lg ARYYAN...tRy bF..tp diE xmO...cZ nuRse br bg diE suSu...

pAstu aKu rEquEst nk pUmp...diOrg bWk g 1 biLik tu...

tRy pump...xmo kUa...aDe pOn x sMpai 1oz...tHen aDe cmPur daRah...seDih!

dLm aTi dOa bYk2 suPaya suMe dPermuDahkAn...

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tO be cOntinUe

pEngaLamaN bErsaLin paRt 1

ohh...cuRik2 maSe nk uPdate saL penGaLaman bSaLin...

nk ciTer jGk...paRt by paRt Laa...

1st tiMe kot seUmo hiDup...haRuss Laa tuLis kt bLog..

ok..SELASA (15th Mac 2011)..jam 3.30pg...

tgh2 seDap tDo..tHen..kua taNda..daRah..tp x raSe sakit sgtt..

tHen..ajk pRincE_ZA g ANNUR..IBU pOn ikut gAks...

smPai ANNUR masuk eMergenCy rOom cz laBour rOom fuLL..

tRus cHeck CTG & cOntRactiOn..pKai 'beLt' tu..

biDan cHeck buKaan..TIADA...cOntRaction da aDe eVery 20miNs..

daTs wHy kNe aDmit...at 6am...ROOM LILY 5...maSe tu diOrg paSang dRip baGai...

dLm kul10 pg tu..DR FATIMAH dTg..cHeck buKaan..br 1cm...

riLex2...mkn2 baGai...jaLan2 dLm biLik jekk..

maSe tu cOntRactiOn mMg da kuat..3miN skali...

kul2 leBey..DR FATIMAH dTg Lg...

cHeck buKaan br 3cm...tp cOntRactiOn da tEruk..

die suh duk kt LabOur rOom...pRincE_ZA teMan aKu...

paSang 'beLt' tu..mMg cOntRactiOn da tEruk...air keTubaN pOn DR da pEcahkAn...

then..DR suGgest aMik EPIDURAL...

muLa2 aku bTahaN Lg...laMe2..x teTahan...

aKu aMik gAks ePiduRaL...

pErghh...nk inJect ePiduRaL tu SANGATTT SAKIT...ok..!

tp lePas injEct...leGa sKet Laa..Ley senYum daa...

tHen..pRincE_ZA baLik biLik..nk soLat ASAR...

kul5..BIDAN cHeck CTG baBy x cantEk...

BIDAN cHeck buKaan aKu br 4cm..kul5 pTg...

tHen..BIDAN kaTe baBy da beRak dLm pErut...die suh panGgil pRincE_ZA...

pRincE_ZA dTg...DR FATIMAH pOn dTg...

sO..diE suGgest aKu waT CAESER..cOz buKaan laMbat..

tp kLo nk tGgu boLe..eXpectEd time tGh mLm br bSaLin...

aku dGn paSrah..paNdaNg pRincE_ZA...aku cKp.. "caeser laa.."

teRus DR suh nuRse suMe siAp2 nk oPerate...

dePa paSang tube keNciNg..maSuk iTu iNi baGai...

5.45pm..maSuk OT...aKu da maMai da tiMe tu...

dLm OT..tSanGatt seJuk ok..cm fReezer...

tHen..aKu minTak nuRse tu nk oKsiGen...

tHen aku tnYe "kLo nk tdo boLe ke..?"

nurse x bg..cz taKut baby tDo...oK...aKu taHan jekk maTe...

dePa ltk kaiN dePan aKu..sO..x nmPk paPe pOn..

aKu dgr DR FATIMAH maSuk...6pm..sTart oPeraTe...

dGn x de feeL nye..aKu dGr DR kuakAn baBy...sOre baBy mCm "krohh..krohh.." (tSumbat)

then DR cKp.. "baby fLat ni..x boLe tunJuk.."..

maSe tu..aKu da suPer maMai...maSe jaHit..aKu da tLeLap da...

aKu seDar maSe die bwk kua...kua liF..aKu nmpk muKa pRincE_ZA...

yg aKu tau kakI beRat...biUs kan...paStu aku cm seParuh seDar kot...

len2...x cLear..aKu x baPe igt...

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to be continue....

EBM stock

Wahh...aku ade n3 EBM ok..kekeke..smbil2 Aryyan tdo lame mlm td..da kaco2 nk bF pn die x mo..aku nya cik B da mbengkak..aku try test pump..smlm skali pump dpt 6oz..teruja!! Rezeki Aryyan...trus smpn wat stock..3oz frozen..3oz fridge bese..bile2 ley guna..

Aku guna pump muwah..Manual Pureen..ade hajat nk bli yg up sket..tgh survey2 lg..

Semangat nk bF Aryyan...chaiyok!!



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7 hari...

22 March...6.03pm...Aryyan Rifzain genap 7ari...cepat masa blalu..sakit bsalin trase lg...huhu...adehh...nk stowee sakit bsalin...takes time laa...aku akn update jgk nti...harus ok..k la..gtg...daaa...


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Sowee u'olls..

Sowee u'olls...aku x dpt nk blogwalking sgt laa...Org kata dlm pantang x elok byk mbace...cz sel darah putih br nk mbentuk semula...nti bole rabun...
Ni update pon curik2 gune hp..hihi..nk ngadap lappy mmg kne jentik laa..Korang jgn serik2 visit Pink Castle ni ekk walaupon update da x brape kencang..hehe..nti ade msa aku curik2 blogwalking..kekeke...

Ohh..arini Ayah Aryyan register nama kt JPN..hopefully Ayah Aryyan x ubah fikirn lst minute kan..

T8 care u'olls...LOVE! Mmuuaaxxx!!!
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